Monday, December 28, 2009

Mister, where are you?

I want a boyfriend.....
Where r u Mr.Right?
I promise I'm done w/ my swallow "independant" woman phase
I don't want you for your money or status just time and affection...
If ur hiding I'm ready to see you..
really..
no foreal...

I feel despite posting this, but its how I'm feeling...
LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Is age really nothing but a number?

This isn't going to be about what u think it is….I'm not dating an extremely old man or wondering y Cougars are so damn aggressive (although that would be a good blog session). I'm really confused as to how my age is a barrier and how it's a spring board? I'm at the age where shit is really beginning to matter to me and I feel like everything I do plays a huge part in my future (even though I get some feedback that it doesn't). Yeah, I'm a college student; yeah, I work; Yeah, I'm old enough to get married; no, I'm not old enough to drink. This shit is too confusing!!! So government, Let me get this clear: you want me to vote for qualified officials for your unorganized offices and/or go to war to fight for your petty ego wars but I can't have a drink to think about the shit?! I don't like living with the excuse of "I'm too young" or being in the position where I have to ask someone to do something for me cuz I'm 24 months shy of the deadline to do it myself. Even with all the numbers and deadlines and policies half of the time people who are of age can't handle the responsibilities of the numbers they carry. I don't want to rush and grow up and end up missing my "prime" but something has got to give. Age is a fact but isn't always what it's cracked out to be….

LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE