Monday, March 23, 2009

Back to the Basics

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I fuckin miss acting!!!!! Why the hell do I have learn things the hard way. I'm done talking I need some action in my life baby!!!! No one gets it but
I need to be the one who receives and passes it out. I'm a good actor and can be great when I get back to basics. 2009 is the year of rebirth and I need to push my skill out and start to do what I love again in order to survive. I have been wondering why I can't sleep and why I'm not as happy as I use to be and now I see why I don't do anything entertaining anymore. Nothing on campus that suits me jus right like Mosaic did. I felt so at home it wasn't even supposed to be real. I feel like I'm on another planet cuz the artistic connection isn't there right now but I'm goin to get it back as soon as God tells me too. I believe God had me take a break from art in order for me to see that I need it to do what I want to love to do. God wants me to be a leader in this world and create my own occupation for the world to see me and observe and admire what I bring to the table.

I love myself, I believe in myself, I know myself, and I'm a genius.